I have found eternity orbiting the earth in the now. My Love for you is
not in past days gone by, Even though I loved you yesterday and the days
My Love for you is not held in future days, Even though I will Love you
tomorrow and evermore.
I Love you encapsulated in eternity I Love you this very
sacred hour. I Love you in and beyond this
15th March 2010
Bearing the weight of the cross Dragging through hopeless hope and
humiliation Until broken of all physical strength Collapsing.
Prayers aspiring. Nailed to the very wood with the iron will of Love
enduring The wood once nurtured from the clay, made oxygen for
life. Starving now of any of natures merciful spirit The stab of human
nature piercing the side The side with the innocent guard down. The
inside. Everyone who ever failed to Love, modestly shrinking away in self
preservation. Blood red, like teardrops which cannot be contained A visual
outpouring of Love.
What is Love ? That your body be broken up for me ? That your blood be
sacrificed for me ? That your sacrament is denied me ? God is this yours
or human will ? I Love where lesser hearts and souls have died Yet I am
There is another way:- My way
Where all our days could be blessed with loving kindness A lifetime of
intimate friendship, explored and shared. Overflowing with support, kindred
warmth and spiritual closeness. Of understanding, respect, acceptance and
compassion. And Love of the very closest, eternal kind. Held in
friendship. Love without sin.
And still I will bear the weight of my cross for eternity For in truth,
God will forever keep me close to you. For God is Love, and I am too.
Agnostic days of my upbringing Give way to emerging spirals of hope For
I know so well, that in birth, in death, in Love, and in truth The veil is
stretched so fine It is, as if it were pulled back to reveal An ever
patient, all encompassing, immortal Whole Whose influence I live and
ultimately die for.
In death, my Dad and I were blessed by your presence And in return, and in
reverse As he, had done me the honour in life I gave away my father in
death. In your patience almighty Father, you waited for me to be ready I
lay his hand in your hand And in your gentleness, you gave me a privilege
eternal. I felt you touch my soul, I felt you hold my spirit.
In birth you came when I knew you would, at 27 An annunciation already
proclaimed within the mind And it was years past since I was told. I still
tried, and failed to prematurely override. Then after 4 babes, and counting
blessings As death was all so close. I knew too, there was another
child. Against all the will of my marriage, I knew. And though the veil
was drawn thin Through the portal I told you, This life, I was not ready to
depart. But you knew, for there were matters of the heart.
Love a truth, only I cannot deny Its deepness, by deeper deep does
bless Matters not in life or death. For truth to which I have no
veil You lay bare my soul. I Love, as you God have willed me to
Love. And in your plan, despite my blindness You place my Love, where you
can see it is needed. And in your eternal plan No matter what my will
undoes In patience, you do again and again. It doesn’t matter how hard I
try to extinguish your will A candle lighting another candle Looses
nothing in its quest. Until in your perpetual light I rest.
Despite man putting rules between you and I Upon your will God Pray I
am forever blessed xxx
I did not fall in Love with you. In the very beginning He gave us
life He made us in His Love I Love You In triune. I feel not
alone. It was not my call But my calling. Through Him With Him
In Him. Your tender gentle being seeped into every part of my
existence Your sweetest heart held in the eternity of my days. My life
will never belong to me again. It is His will that it forever belongs to you.
Soul to Soul
For when death comes, He will not apologise He will be all powerful and
strong and sure, Though before He takes me from my world.....
In my quietness, I want to lay skin to skin with you beneath the stars.
In my gentleness, I want to awake with you soul to soul.
In my soulfulness, I want to swim naked with you in the moonlight.
In my stillness, I want to breathe you in and breathe God back into you.
In my softness, I want to kiss your eyelids whilst you lay sleeping.
With all my care, I want to gently touch you, to soften your feelings, to
awaken your heart, to warm your life.
Without any reason, I want to cradle your life in my Love, and
breathe trust and closeness, and faith in Love, back into your
With all of my tenderness, I want to bless you with me As I, have been
blessed with you.
With The Holy Spirit, I want us to share promises and vows of
eternity. For when Love is eternal, life is eternal.
God is Love.
Only then with all my peace, will I truly know eternal life.
For with my heart and soul, I Love my dearest. Beyond my
soul, I Love only you.
And should my very prayer come true.
When death comes, I will not apologise. I will be humble and all powerful
and strong and sure….. knowing God blesses True Love forever more x
Oct 26th 2009
For The Love of God
Silence upon silence upon silence. I wait for God…… All I can find is
I raise my heart up to God. It is broken. Better my broken heart, than
no heart at all.
For the Love of God 2
Silence upon silence upon silence God comes to me In the Love, all